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dazednconfused77
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Name: Jill
Country: United States
State: Indiana
Metro: Elkhart
Birthday: 1/21/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: I adore: bagels, candy, ice cream, ok food at all, taking 50 pictures of myself and deleting all but one, wasting time online, unexpected phone calls, moving on, my family, about 5 people that i call friend, just hanging out;
I dispraise: milk, work, drinking/drugs [not to be confused with disliking people who do them, i just choose not to], too much emotion, explaining myself to anybody, making plans and commitments
Expertise: sarcasm; breaking hearts
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  sadxdelicate7
Member Since:
5/2/2004
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| the drunk kids, the catholics, they're all about the same, they're waiting for something hoping to be saved. well i have been happy the past couple days, just thinking of the women who've taken your place. and every night i think i certainly won't ever sleep sober or alone, and then suddenly, well it occurs to me, i slept alone before you. so i pour myself the stiffest drink my stomach can stand and convince myself to lay back down again. | | |
| not now or forever will i ever change you, i know that to go on, i'll break you my habit. | | |
| it has been years since writing a weblog. i read everyone's like every night, but as for me . . . i suppose you could say i took a break for happiness. now don't get concerned, i'm still happy, but i'm also not at the moment. life's amazing right now, i'm just tired of people. and not the people i thought i'd be tired with. i'm actually in love with the people i thought i'd get sick of. but others, just not so much. i have an awesome boyfriend, i'm going to purdue, i'm not as worried about money, school's good, work's not bad, life equals good. | | |
| no joke, that's what malea just said whilst eating an orange. how cute is she?
so vacation was pretty much amazing and it sucks aaaaassssssssssss to be back home. i've only slept in my bed one night, i've spent the night at dr. nelson's all the other nights cause i'm house/dog sitting for him. and his internet got screwed up when the power went out i think, which is somewhat depressing. but i kind of like staying there b/c it's really nice. in a couple of hours i have to go play my flute solo for jr. miss at eastlake. which bites. and i'm nervous. speaking of which, i should go practice.
madi is my BRFF. lol | | |
| so along w/ all the whiiiiining from me, there are some pretty amazing things as well.
1. mom wants at least one st. bernard puppy!
2. while things didn't turn out how i wanted, i don't have to spend precious energy worrying about them anymore.
3. i'm leaving for vacation tuesday, probably spending the night at my non-lover soulmate's house on monday.
4. i'm making so much random money, garage sales, dog parks, house-sitting, baby-sitting.
5. dr. nelson asked me to housesit for like 2 weeks, i get at least 200 dollars.
6. i got to shadow a horse vet and it was pretty much amazing. i loved it. times 10. still not what i want to do though.
7. i started volunteering at loveway.
8. cedar point will be soon following vacation. i'm assuming we're still going.
9. arikalover will be home when i get back.
10. i rediscovered CDs i thought i didn't like but are awesome. which makes me want more of them.
that may be it. | | |
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